gusto ko sana batukan at sabihin "nandito naman ako a.." *
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
10:26 PM
tangina.. i can't post regularly coz i have to keep on reading in advance for introso and genpsyc which are by the way, prerequisite subjects to my majors..
anyway.. i have been dealing matters of the heart... finally, i learned to let him go.. he was a big part of me for a year or so.. thankfully, my stupidity has stopped in its tracks.. i have set my eyes on someone else but i don't think it's a "good investment" emotionally speaking.. i mean.. malabo rin!!!! kasing labo lang ng isa.. yun nga lang mas ok in terms of proximity si birthday boy.. ang role ko nga lang sa buhay niya ay "pare". anak ng... sino ba naman di maiinis dun? lagi ka ba naman kwentuhan tungkol sa mga trip niyang girls? garrr... oh well.. tulad ng sabi ko sa status ko sa ym "gusto ko sana batukan at sabihin "nandito naman ako a..." " loser. sana lang talaga mauntog si birthday boy sa pader at mahulog sakin.. kaso.. asa pa!!!! masyado akong disqualified sa mga criteria na sinet niya para sa kanyang perfect girl.. di lang talaga niya alam tuwing kausap niya ako tungkol sa trip niyang girl nadudurog ako sa loob.. promise!!!! kelan kaya magiging tama ang lahat sa mundo ko? at nasan na yung dude na magpapasaya sakin? nasan na siya??? naligaw lang siguro.. sana nga..
other than that, i have been trying to work my ass off for the past week to get good grades.. i wanted to drop my compana but it's too late.. :( sayang. i wanted to shift to com arts a while ago but alas! it's too late.. :( oh well.. might as well stick with this really tough course.. who knows? baka maging classmate ko siya sa isa sa mga subjects ko since we're under the same college! :P
compana is killing me!!!! help!!! looking on the bright side, at least, it's one of the hardest subjects in the course next to embryology.. :)
