The waves have crashed down at
Sunday, April 30, 2006
6:30 PM
i wanna tito tom's new movie.. hehehe.. err.. yeah.. but.. iunno who to tag along with.. guess you really can't please everybody.. so might as well march to your own drumbeat.. about things.. it's been kinda bothering me lately.. i really don't know what i am supposed to do right now because i don't want it to become a viscious cycle wherein everything is so damn predictable. maybe i need a timeout or some space. i really don't know what to do and since i have these trust issues wherein i vowed never to full trust any individual for whatever reason, it would be pretty hard to disclose very personal and important things. i hope i'm not wrong for being too paranoid. i'm just avoiding more trouble. i guess it would also be for the good of everybody. it's funny. i thought someone on the planet really knew who i was. i was wrong for assuming that. even i don't know myself that well. sometimes, i surprise myself because of my actions. gawd. it sounds funny but there are times wherein even i can't understand myself. i don't like using the term "issues" because it sounds too serious. yes, it is a problem but i am pretty sure it isn't something that cannot be solved. i just need some time alone and space to figure out this puzzle. yeah. that's it. it's a puzzle. it's not an issue.
