season 2 begins... *

The waves have crashed down at
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
11:50 AM

i can't believe that it has been almost a year since i entered college. i even remember the days wherein i hated my school, my course, my situation and my life to death. i never realized that i was so immature back then and i'd like to thank everyone who bore my attitude with me. the weather is so gloomy that i can't help but feel down as well. fast forward to one year after my freshman year, i am here in front of the laptop which i purchased to aid me in the unending demands of my academic life.

i can't believe that after a year, some things or people that used to matter to me don't anymore...

maniac..
baller..
x..
driver's license..
transferring to ateneo..
shifting to another course like advertising management or communication arts..
tennis..
impressions i make on other people..
loving someone too much..
birthday boy..
self-serving so-called issues i used to have coupled with depression..

this is my season 2 starting this week.. i wonder what's gonna happen and how many of my predictions will come true.. :)

i'd like to recommend a few songs from one tree hill.. they sound nice..

we belong together - gavin degraw
look after you - the fray
light on my shoulder - susie suh
someday - bryan greenberg

i finished season 3 of one tree hill na.. shucks.. sad ending parin.. :( i wonder what's gonna happen next.. *cross fingers for season 4*

"we belong together.. like the open seas and shores.. wedded by the planet force.. we've all been spoken for.." - we belong together by gavin degraw

can't wait to fall in love.. :)

may tinamaan ba? ako yata. *

The waves have crashed down at
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
11:47 AM

i was watching one tree hill a while ago through youtube.com to get it over with since i am not the patient kind and since etc really does play those reruns every time. one of the lines of lucas just totally hit me.

KAREN: Hmm.
LUCAS: We're being careful - more careful than you know.
KAREN: It's more than being careful with a chemistry, Lucas. (pause) It's about being careful with your heart.
LUCAS: Like you are with Keith? (she doesn't answer) Look, I know you're right mom, and I get it. (pause) But,... I mean if you're looking for reasons not to be with somebody... you always find them. (pause) And I guess, at some point, maybe you should... let go and... give your heart what it deserves.

nice.. sometimes when you shield your heart too much from the pain and the risk of getting hurt, you get hurt all the more wondering what might have been if you gave love a chance. i could honestly say that i really do enjoy singlehood and all the advantages that go with it but there are just some instances wherein i just wish i was in his arms. it's just really hard to look at the person and not do anything because you don't want to and because his heart is for somebody else. emo gayness is here to stay.

if i was prettier would you have chosen me instead of her?

shit. people can be so superficial. that includes me.