i was watching one tree hill a while ago through youtube.com to get it over with since i am not the patient kind and since etc really does play those reruns every time. one of the lines of lucas just totally hit me.
KAREN: Hmm.
LUCAS: We're being careful - more careful than you know.
KAREN: It's more than being careful with a chemistry, Lucas. (pause) It's about being careful with your heart.
LUCAS: Like you are with Keith? (she doesn't answer) Look, I know you're right mom, and I get it. (pause) But,... I mean if you're looking for reasons not to be with somebody... you always find them. (pause) And I guess, at some point, maybe you should... let go and... give your heart what it deserves.
nice.. sometimes when you shield your heart too much from the pain and the risk of getting hurt, you get hurt all the more wondering what might have been if you gave love a chance. i could honestly say that i really do enjoy singlehood and all the advantages that go with it but there are just some instances wherein i just wish i was in his arms. it's just really hard to look at the person and not do anything because you don't want to and because his heart is for somebody else. emo gayness is here to stay.
if i was prettier would you have chosen me instead of her?
shit. people can be so superficial. that includes me.
